I don’t have the mood to think of a title.

My worst nightmare happened.
This is a Christmas and Christmas Eve I’ll never forget.

Police, knives, suicide, violence, fights, arguments, tears.
What the fuck happened to all of us.

I keep telling myself to stay strong because the road will get even tougher. But this is too much for me to take already, and I know it’s going to get even worse.

Fuck, I’m not emotionally stable now.
Sorry i’m using a lot of vulgarities but I really don’t know what to do, I’m going insane.

They all try to comfort me telling me everything will be okay. But I’m sure we all know deep inside, it will never be.

I can’t even continue typing, forget it, not like anyone can help anyway, not like anyone can understand either.

Broken and torn apart.

CPA IS DA LOVE~

Me cai shiu went to welcome xiaowen @ the airport today!! Then went to niu da ma for dinner! Hehe, today has been GREAT because time with CPA is always fun and enjoyable. ^_^ Going out with wen cai shiu for the next two days whoo~
Then I really gotta chiong homework like mad I tell you. Sooo much undone work, it’s scarier than a scary horror movie or wtv haha.
Yups looking forward to tmr hehe.

Oh yah and evidence that I’m a very lag person!
CAI: Eh omg I just realized that this is the eye of the fish!
ME: Huh?! This is a fish??

BEST (Y)

Ok cya ppl haha! Have a happy Christmas eve tmr LOL

LACHATA :D

Today has been awesomeeeee
Hehehe. And Xiaowen is coming back tmr!!!

I am tired and hungry now Visiting tumblr makes me even more hungry coz there are sooo many pictures of food. And they look so good, I’m not joking. If all the food in the world look so good (and taste so good), I don’t mind eating 24/7 and grow into a fat pig HAHA.
And argh, screw homework, it’s giving me so much stress. So worried I won’t be able to complete them on time.

Still viewing pictures of food on tumblr. Apparently there’s a printer that can print out edible food. OMGGG, so cool.

Ok, am too tired to talk about my day but I had a really good time with sinyee and cas
Hehe okay cya people, hope you had a good day too ^_^

Edit:
Saw something cool on tumblr!!!

HAHAHAH

Feel the world filled with hope.

Under Cas’s influence, I’m addicted to after school’s because of you too

Anyway I finished two jianbao today omg am so proud of myself. But it was horribly done seriously, I was rushing rushing and rushing. Sigh but I don’t really care as long as I have sth to submit coz I’m running short of time Still have maths, essay, and three zuowens

Only I can help myself, this is what I’ve learnt.

Because of you I cried a lot
Because of you I also laughed a lot
Because of you I believed in love
Because of you I lost it all

You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. — Wayne Gretzky

Blind aspiring singer Kim Ji Ho sang My Love with Jonghyun, Jokwon and Sungmin. They sang it really well

Finally finished chemistry!! With Pearl’s help THANK YOU DEAR!!
Now I have six maths assignments, three zuowen, two jianbao and an essay to go! Argh, this situation is so bad I tell you. The next 10 days will be sooo busy with other stuff, I now seriously wish my homework is asexual and will do itself

This sucks, I don’t want next year to come so quickly

Shall end this post with a picture

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Omg it looks sooooooooooooooooooo good!!!! I’m hungry now, shall go find food ^_^

Cya people!

2009 In Photos

http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/42210442.html?page=1

When tears fall.

Jamie’s house today with Sylvia, Cas, Pris, Jev! Her house is huge, her wardrobe is filled with nice clothes and her dog scares the heck outta me.
Now I have nails of three different colors, HAHA.

Silver or white? Anyone wants to buy cotton on flats? Buy with meeeeeeeeee!

Suddenly it feels like there’s so much to do but so little time… Wen’s coming back next week, Want to spend as much time as I can with her, and then there’s cca stuff and homework arghh I’ve only completed compre and magenetism assignment!!!! Even if I wna chiong now, it seems like there’s not enough time. Sighsigh but I WILL MAKE IT THRU THIS.

Suicide Circle

On May 26, 54 teenage schoolgirls gather on a platform at Shinjuku Station in Tokyo to commit mass suicide. As the train approaches the station, they line up on the edge of the platform, join hands, and throw themselves in front of the train as it is arriving. This leaves the station in complete chaos as blood literally splashes on the platform from under the train.
- Wikipedia

It’s quite a bloody video. And that’s just the opening of the movie.
Was going to watch this movie, but after watching this short clip, and realising that it’s quite late at night… maybe another day.

Sounds like an interesting movie though, about suicides, suicide cults and stuff, you can read more about it here. I think it sends a strong message to society.

Meanwhile, I think I’ll watch a… less bloody movie.

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH

Today while showering, some strange looking insect flew into the shower and I screamed and screamed and screamed. Basically I screamed. I’m not even sure if its an insect coz I didn’t bother to count the number of legs it had.
Oh and did I mention, there was a guest in my house.
Great.

Everybody laughed But I didn’t really find it funny coz I’m terrified of strange looking things ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT CAN FLY. ‘Terrified’ is not even enough to express my fear of them.

Ok yes go ahead and laugh at what a coward I am.
Maybe I should put ‘overcome my fear of strange looking things’ under my resolutions for 2010. But then again, I think I’ll take forever to overcome it HAHA.